Codymm82

I recently just moved very far away from all my friends. And I've been gone for about 4 months now but all of a sudden I can't stop thinking about everyone. And I'm going back to visit in about 2 weeks but instead of thinking about all the fun things I'm going to do when I get there. The only thing that's on my mind is how crappy its going to be when I have to get back on the plane and come home. I've been feeling very depressed these last few days I can't eat I can't sleep and all I have is my parents nagging me about everything Im doing wrong. Everything is going wrong In my life right now. My grades are falling and I want to go to a good college but I feel like its to late to do anything to help my grades. I have no clue what I want to do later In life and everything now has just been piling up on me one thing after another and I don't what to do anymore