Recent content by Krissycakes09

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No I don't believe there is. With bullying that leads to suicide is just heartbreaking. 💔

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I would rather spend all my time at home with my husband.

I have BPD. Had it for many years. Been on LOTS of meds and have been in therapy for many years. Have done DBT and CBT.

I also agree things are being not handled as well. Cyber bullying is leading to so many suicides.

My self care is listening to music and playing games on the computer/phone and hanging with friends. And of course cuddling my dog.

Im not religious but I do believe God's my savor. My father in law is a Pastor and he told me I won't go to Hell if I committed suicide. He know I have my own demons and if it were to happen by mistake or not God would forgive me.

God has saved me so many times. I was born a miracle as I was born 3 months early and have a lot of health issues. Have ODed so many times. I was even in a coma for 5 days in the hospital for 2 weeks. So I KNOW Jesus is real and I'm here for a reason even though I don't know what that is yet.

I have always wanted kids even have names picked out. (Donna Lynn & Vincent Michael) We decided not to have kids after a few years of trying and me having flashbacks from my abuse. And to top it off our world is messed up and I don't want to bring kids into this sad world.

It's hard but I did it.

My husband has PTSD and anxiety/depression. It's hard at times as I have those issues as well. I give him lots of hugs and kisses. His love language is quality time and physical touch. Mine is words of a formation and quality time.

Before I got married I thought I never I was going to get married. I thought I would become a cat lady. (technically I would be a dog lady as I don't like cats much) . I don't know how i will handle when my husband dies. 😭 I have told him and his family that I will probably end it. I just pray I...

Im so sorry that this happened to you. 🫂