I have fallen in love with guys and there are others that also fall in love with me but I don't like them at all. Falling in love requires two people to experience it and make it real.
This experience will make you to be very afraid. I don't know how the feelings are but I can imagined that it's really a very painful experience. You will need to remove the grief and grudges in order to be relax when you see men.
I know it's true because I have experienced it. It wasn't too extreme but I feel so repulsive to sex. Sex made me to feel agitated and aggressive. I am now getting better from that than before.
This is the reason I also think too. Maybe they were abused or they encountered some pains on their path while growing up. Nature can make them to be like that too.
Depression is a deadly disease which I can never wish an enemy. Waking up every day with too much headache and feeling exhausted. Having suicidal thoughts makes life too hard and less hopeful. Get help when there's suicidal thoughts going on in your head.
Suffering started from the beginning and we don't have any say on it. I believe in God and I can never stop believing in him because of suffering. I never see a Christian saying that not following the superior made the suffering passed.
There's always a superior power over every human. We may think there isn't while deep down us we all know many powers are there. I am not a religious person but I'm a Christian and I keep the commandments.
Meditation is really helpful and it cures anxiety and depression. You can meditate at home and get the best result. Taking some time to meditate before going out everyday is what I have been doing.
The Bible also said that faith without work is dead. If you want to be healed, the healing starts from yourself first. You need to tell yourself that you are already healed and when that faith builds up, the person will be completely healed.
My OCD was so that I can wash my hands as many times in a day as possible. I feel like I have dirts and it can be wiped out through washing and continue washing. My hands nearly peeled until I started controlling how I think about that.
I haven't been obsessed with anybody either a man or woman. I haven't been obsessed with my property talk more of a human being.
Also, nobody have been obsessed with me because I will never allow that to happen.
Well, some people have that mentality that you just love them because they love you. If it's not a gradual process, there's no need dating the guy or any girl trying to be in possession of you.
Social media dating isn't what I will try. It might look real but there are some bad people you will meet there. Some men are there to lure girls in order to have a taste of them, it's only some that will stand their ground and said they don't need the friendship.
Whether I have stayed with the person for a period of 20 years, I will still leave whenever I finds out. Narcissistic is not what we can live with, that's why it's good not to pretend in relationship.
If we are on denial that we don't need companionship even when we don't have any deficit, then we are lying to ourselves. Every human being deserves a partner that can stay and do everything with them.